[a prologue] when you're broken and in despair, do you think about a self-deletion, a permanent one? when feelings of loneliness and guilt become unbearable, when you hit rock bottom, do you think about erasing yourself? well, elliot did.. spoilers: [for 4x7 too] [the main body] the first scene

even with my strict ass i can't rate this masterpiece of an episode lower than a 5 star. one of the most impactful things i've ever watched & in my top 20-25 of all time as well. average rating should be WAY higher. some of the best atmosphere and storytelling ever. i'm so glad i wasn't disappointe

– when you're in the darkness, you only sink deeper into it. keep the light shining. watching 'monster' was undeniably one of the greatest and most special experiences of all time for me, there's so much to appreciate about it: its unique and thick atmosphere, well-written characters, deep themes a