you dont know real pain until your favourite character dies 40 minutes in, is revealed to be a hallucination in half the main characters memories, starts possessing main character because she herself is possessed(?) by evil guy, gets raped(?) inside the astral plane by evil guy, gets revived, grows a family, watches her newborn baby grow old and die within 10 seconds because time loop and then dies again. a second time. I'm in so much pain I didn't even finish the show. idc anymore.