the mutual adoration and respect between syd and carm. not every friendship has respect like theirs and i stand by this idc. “you deserve my full focus” and carm’s final thought being syd after a hundred other thoughts during his anxiety attack. and “you’re not gonna fuck this up”. and the constant Constant affirmations, “i wouldn’t even want to do it without you”, “you made me better at this”, “you make me better at this”, and THE sorry sign. like. at least i thought me and my friend are the only one of the v few friendships in this world that does the sorry sign to each other. hats off to the writers for including that in sydcarmys very Very special and beautiful friendship tbh. and literally everything about them. i love to think that no one, absolutely not one person gets sydcarmy like i do 👍🏽 even if there is, i definitely know sydcarmy the best. thanks for reading. i love sydcarmy so very deeply