mad men was like. i am 25 i am 8 i am 53 i am 15 i am being yelled at my boss i am being neglected by my mom i am humiliating my wife in public i am begging for someone to love me i am a part of the world around me i am the only person in this world i am not a part of this world. i think about my life and i think about the world around me and it is so beautiful and painful and mysterious and i am putting all those emotions into an advertisement to sell chocolates that no one will remember in 2 weeks’ time. i am myself i am my mother i am my father i am my grandparents and i am my children. and i will never understand the people around me but i will try my best to so i can be a better employee at a third tier ad agency.