Life is complicated and hard, we must face many problems that help our thoughts to believe that life is not worth living, or if it has any meaning at all. Living is probably the most complicated thing there can be, being is complicated, I know it's ironic and overused but it's something that if you can understand you can have a great perspective. "To be or not to be, that is the question". We always question ourselves about how we live, if this can be, if maybe, if this, that, future. We always overthink our experiences and that betrays us most of the time, it is not bad to think about the future, we just should not live in it, the fact that one lives in the future takes away the possibility of living. We should never live like that, we simply cannot. Life and death are probably subjects that are always on our minds, for me as a suicidal person, I have always had those thoughts, it is complicated not knowing what to do in such moments, and if one thinks about it and really analyses it, we can see the simplicity and what one hides when one covers one's own eyes, the only thing we have clear in this life is death, we don't know what will happen tomorrow, nor next week, nor next month, let alone next year. We have to live, since the only thing that is certain is death, as Nate says, we must not think about maybe, maybe, maybe.Death itself is hard to see and feel, it can be the greatest fear, or a relief, but it really is what we realise is always there, we realise the beauty of life, the being, the being, a single day can change your life, one day you are bad, one day you are good, one day you are bad. The roller coaster we call life is always active and we have to learn to live it. Our loved ones are present or not but they are there, I don't say onirically, but in our memories, memory is something that prevails, words live, bodies don't. One day we can be here and the next day we can be gone. One day we can be here and the next we can't, we have to live because it is our life, not someone else's, we shouldn't worry about other people's thoughts that can divert us from the path, it is difficult sometimes to think that there is a path, because there really isn't, just like a meaning to life, it has always been thought that there is a meaning, for my part there is not, and even less a path to follow, but that is what we are for, living thinking beings, our path is the one we want it to be, we give our own meaning, we have to be, because if we are not, how do we live our lives? , How do we live without being? We must live in the present, even if it hurts, there are not always happy endings, but not only sad ones anyway, to live is to know that we will have mishaps and possibly we will have many, in my case I have depression and much more, but I no longer see the bottom of the hole I am in, I see the way out, there is always a way out of the problems, we must live, no one knows what will happen tomorrow. We must know that everything is finite, but that should not be something sad to have in mind, that is a help to not have to say, "Is it worth living?", just being here is something to know that life matters, live your life, laugh, cry, feel, but never stop being. Live and laugh.