ellen? first mention of THEE ellen harvelle? there’s just so much to dislike about john. he had friends!!!! he knew hunters who liked him and who could be friends with him yet he drove himself to solitude in the end. omg jo… my beloved… sam is making peace with his father now that he’s gone and processing their complicated relationship vs dean who is repressing his anger at john AND sam because of what happened at the hospital. oh it all begins here. official total use of the word fugly in spn: 2. idk therapy is looking real good for dean right about now!