Ok, I need to get this out with less than a week until the second season premieres. When I finished the first season I did say that I will watch a gameplay walkthrough of the second part (which is what the s2 will be based off of) since I wanted to experience it differently or in the opposite way than I did with s1 where I went into it knowing nothing then things started to get spoiled for me from the game in general so I started to watch gameplay walkthrough after each episode and stopping where the last episode stops. But for s2 I wanted to go into it knowing generally what happens because I believe no matter how much you know it translates just a little bit differently into tv (it’s just how it is, just different vibes inevitably) or they are bound to surprise us with something you know? But to get to my point, what I am actually trying to say is that in the past 2 years I have put off watching the gameplay for so long (in fear that it will make me want more immediately and I would just be too excited for the show that it would feel like the show is taking forever) that it kind of have backfired and now there is less than a week for me to go through it which I know is possible it’s just that I won’t be able to sit with it for a little as of just knowing the game before the show starts, but again I kind of put it off to not have to remind myself that I am waiting for it. I don’t know if this is making sense. Anyway, I am still going to watch the gameplay. Also this is also so silly and useless, but I just wanted to het it off my chest. How I just get to a point where I am stuck between very opposite things that I contradict myself and end up not knowing what I want or doing what I actually want 😅 All in all I have no idea how I went through 2 years waiting for s2 since when it ended it felt impossible. Btw last week I rewatched the show for the third or fourth time with the excuse that I am introducing a friend to it 🫨