BEST EPISODE OF THE SEASON SO FAR I AM OBSESSED WITH EVERYTHING THAT WENT DOWN OMG This episode somehow managed to give me so many different things that I've been wanting or feeling that the season is leading up to. The Wilderness arc this episode was immaculate, and the adult timeline has me nodding and peering over my monocle because THAT'S WHAT I'VE BEEN SAYING THIS WHOLE TIME!!!!!!!!! - A potential rigged trial for Shauna (I do not trust Walter FOR SHIT) to parallel that of Ben -The culmination of Callie and Shauna's arc for this season is being built up so beautifully and so tragically and so inevitably in the way this show does best (also the emphasis on motherhood in general this episode has me bouncing off the walls) - Tai becoming more and more desperate to do ANYTHING to save Van and Van's unique connection to death being highlighted was absolutely delicious (also shoutout to the LottieVan crumbs this episode, those two are so fascinating to me) Honestly, I have so many more thoughts, but this was a perfect episode for me personally. *chef's kiss*