the whiplash of me crying over mark and helly’s conversation to audibly laughing at milchick running out of the room before dylan could read the note broke my neck the care that the writers put into displaying these characters’ grief and suffering and rage is world stopping. its so hard to explain what this show accomplishes to someone who doesn’t watch it. there are many lines i hear that take the breath out of me because they put into words the emotions ive experienced that have been indescribable. i deeply mean it when i say this is one of the best series we will ever have the pleasure and grief to witness. and yea the numbers are actually scary as fuck