I am choked. I am in tears... Agh, this episode is killing me--! I cried the whole episode and this phase is still not over? First of all, why? Why is this episode necessary? I don't like it. I don't like it at all. Why did they have to change this part from the novel? Do they really like tormenting people? I can't... I just can't... And why does Shuangjiang always choose to abandon herself when things get tough? I mean, she should know by now, the people she left will not be okay even if she went away. But I guess, the fear for her is something nobody can fathom and ... I am trying to understand, really... But this must be said, her mother is a piece of work. I literally want to scream at the audacity-! Argh-! She is just insufferable-! She does not deserve to be a mother AT ALL! I hope they all just leave Wen Shuangjiang alone, please... And SangYan, what can I say? I trust in him. But what I actually want is, I hope that this time, it would be WSJ who will run towards SY. The one who will reach out to him first. Bec that poor boy is totally exhausting himself - his whole being - just to prove to WSJ that she can trust him. That she can turn to him if she is having a hard time... What else can I say? Thank goodness, today, it's a double update bec if not, I'm really gonna lose my mind from all the pain this ep has caused me.