thursday is just soooo telling like the happiness and carefreeness of the first part and then david getting scared and backing away...matteo being so incredibly immersed and his feelings being so intense hes not thinking about anything other than david and not realizing he could be hurting people...matteo just being led by his feelings because he finally has something to be this happy about vs david being hesitant and scared because hes afraid of letting his guard down and of being hurt again