the world stopped, people died, mountains moved, seas parted, lives were in shambles, life was never the same. YES I'M GRIEVING IDGAF THAT HE WAS TOXIC DURING HIS LAST MOMENTS, HE MADE AN EFFORT, HE BUILT A HOME FOR HER, HE WAS A GOOD SURGEON, HE SHOWED MEREDITH WHAT TRYE LOVE IS. THE LOVE THAT SHE NEVER HAD WHEN SHE WAS A KID NOW I NEED A REHAVB